Bottle Factory

Hello everyone!

So to start side note, who ever wants to screenshot my blog and cause issues pop up and ill just send you a copy next time, if your brave enough?

So todays blog after having a call with a friend kinda got me thinking about this one. About how bad it is to bottle up and store your emotions and problems, for as long as I can remember I've always done this, always bottled up what am feeling and what's going on in my life weather it be good or bad, the past few months have been no exception but I've basically got that bottle and chucked a Mentos mint in and let it explode and what a bang its been! Its been so messy!

I guess what am trying to say is don't bottle it, I will probably start doing it again you know old habits die hard but this blog has really helped me open up and the support has been unreal, yes but the little note at the top I've had an issue but then your writing on a public platform people with always troll or misconstrued what's being written but that's life! for the good in the world their will always be that little bit of negative dragging you back down!

If your ever bottling up and need a release I am always available! always have been always will be, I am in a lot better place in these recent days and its been good! Things have changed some good some bad but so far its on the up! I've needed things to change I think! I've still got a few things I need to work on for myself and their are things I've started i never thought I would have which I enjoy such as reading! who new that would be a thing. But I have digressed here back to the point! Never! ever! bottle things up it will not end well, if you think you have no one just reach out don't be scared! I was and I honestly was surprised at the support I've had! their will always be someone there to listen! always!

But honestly if your always there for people to come to like I am, don't be shocked when their are a few that wont be there for you, it doesn't mean they don't care! far from it they could just be dealing with there own things! I have learnt this the hard way, I will never be mad or upset at them, people have there own lives, Mental health issues or not something you plan I never planned my meltdown so while others have been here for me to my own surprise others haven't but its just bad timing, that's just life! But as my friends know I am always here my open sign is always lit! I will never give up on them! With the support I've received I owe them A LOT! Mainly because as people will tell you I am usually a happy go lucky guy who is never beat down, it's very rare for me to feel rubbish but hey this last month has been different, I've learnt a lot about myself and others! and its been a roller coaster but i am coming out of the end of it! There's a few physical issues I need to get a grasp on but other than that I am becoming myself again! I just hope I can patch things up in time with ones I've lost but only time will tell!

A bit of a strange one today a little side tracked I think haha! but overall a bit more cheery I think

Thanks guys for taking the time to read my crazy brain!

Chris