Long time not see!

 Hey guys!

So its been about 3 months since my last post, not to much has happened my head pains have seemed to dacker off a lot still get them but just flashes of pain which is far more manageable! Although for some reason my hair is coming out in large amounts, am not sure if this is just molting or due to stress or what?

I've been a lot more stable recently but i still distance my self and just get in my head from time to time, usually thinking am not good enough for people, still have some amazing friends i can turn too, made it my mission to either at least meet them this year or spend more time seeing and hanging with them! But this is only a distraction sometimes and i sometimes do struggle! currently I don't have much to look forward to or be happy about i guess, but it is a very turbulent time in the world not just for me but for everyone.

Well the start to this year was interesting! had a severe chest infection which was pure hell for weeks! also met a very good friend of mine and out friend group who came all the way over from Norway! had such a good laugh and good time seeing him and everybody! Met 2 more friends that came up to join us for New Year unfortunately I couldn't join in too much with the festivity's as i was at work in the morning and I was super ill!

But alas i am now better! am plodding on and just seeing in which direction life is taking me currently feel am just on the rollercoaster with no choice where am heading!

Will try post more as and when! I have started streaming more often on twitch! "link is in the bio" so come watch me chat with me! join my discord!

Thanks for everyone who reads this!

Chris