The final piece

Hey again!

So a quick one I guess, in my mind I feel like am back together their is just one final jigsaw piece missing for me to become completely content with myself again.

Only problem is there is nothing I can do about it. Absolutely nothing except just hope time can heal things. Unfortunately I keep beating myself up about this final piece, I keep blaming myself and its the one thing that's dragging me so far down like its unreal how far this is dragging me for it being the final thing it actually hurts so god damn much. there are only 2 people that actually know what it is because I don't actually know how to deal with this or sort this. No matter how much I want to I cant forget it and it just pops into my mind and brings me down.

I hope given some time things will heal and fix but who knows.

Thanks guys for the nice comment who ever posted it on my last post so appreciated! 

Chris