Distraction.

 Hello Again Readers!

I don't know if this blog will be short or long I may end up just rabbling on.

Distractions are a beautiful thing sometimes, when you mind is just re-running and wont let you forget something or someone a distraction can really help! my best distraction can be work! because it keeps my mind focused and active also gaming with friends lately has helped! But sometimes a distraction is not enough when you just cant stop thinking about things and it just plagues and poisons your thoughts currently that's what's happening, overall I am better but there's just one single thing plaguing my currently and no matter what it will not shift. Maybe I should seek professional help? but it is like the last thing I need to get a grip of in my mind. Its the last thing making me actually feel sadness its like a loss.

I know I cant be specific and there are only maybe 2 people who truly know but man oh man it sucks, I thought things would change but its still there, eating away at me, slowly, painfully. Maybe over time things will get easier but I really don't know. I guess we will find out. time can be the best healer after all.

Thank you for reading and sorry for going back to a bit of a depressy post but its in my mind.

I have started streaming on twitch a lot more come join me! link is in my profile.

Thank you for the comments!

Chris