a state of peacefulness

Hello again reader's!

So as the title suggests I am slowly getting back to a state of stability within my self, I guess this is due to a number of reasons, some thing I have cut out myself others have been taken away even if that's not what I wanted its kind of helped, I hope once i become content again these will return but who knows!

Writing this blog has helped a lot! I suggest it to anyone struggling! there are a few thoughts and things that have happened recently I want to talk about, its just wording it and weather its the right thing to post.

Currently am just sat here looking at this empty space listening to Lo-fi on Spotify wondering what to do next with my life, where I want or need to take it, all I know is owning my own house is going to be one of the first things I do! Exciting times! the other is I guess finding someone to share my journey with! There is lots I want to do and see! especially since I want to do a lot more walking! but I guess I will see where the old road takes me!

I guess what am trying to say is things are looking up! for once I just hope I can repair what damage I have done! and start a new journey! A better one!

If there is anything people want me to blog about leave a suggestion in the comments!

Chris