It's been a while!

 Hello again!

Its been a few months since I've posted! I would post using the app but the app doesn't like me!

So a lot has happened, where do I start... Well ill start with my health, you know bad news first! I still suffer with the agonizing head pains! MRI scan came back clean! I've been on numerus different medications to try and help with the pain to basically no avail! I am also suffering with high blood pressure now, we don't know if there related! I did end up being sent from work to A&E due to everything thinking I had a stroke! even A&E! but I had not, my brain just broke and I couldn't talk.

Currently I am waiting on appointments with 3 specialists! Neurology, Nephrology and for a 2nd visit to ophthalmology! fun times await! I've had a few days where I pain and it was bliss! I would just like to know why and what's going on! But I will keep you all updated!

In more good news I finally hit 31 in July! well I say good but I feel old haha! I am also finally back at my parents and have a little stability going, its not ideal but its better than it was! Just onwards to saving for my own house!

Things are going good at work! they have been more than accommodating  with me and my current pain issues I couldn't ask for more, my college side has been put on hold, but my actual work training has progressed a lot!

Last but not least I owe a lot to my friends! they have been amazing and supportive! couldn't ask for better or more! I finally plucked up the courage to meet a long standing friend and even then my stomach was well and truly falling out my arse that night it was more than worse it! they have become one of my closet friends! put up with me being an absolute dumbass and still been there for me! they and my other best friend have been my absolute rocks! and its honestly felt so good to have them! Even if I drive them batty!

I think for now that should be it! I will be back! hopefully not as long of a break as before!

Thank you everyone!

Chris